kevin seng. dontexpectanyfancyshitfromme

Mi Amor.

Tue, 06 Mar 2007 07:21:29 GMT

Tiffany.

Thursday/Friday/Saturday. February something.

Mon, 19 Feb 2007 00:58:26 GMT

Thursday
I was supposed to go to a sports picture shit thing at school, so I had to come early. So I came early looking for Bomy because he was going to be in it too. Well I couldnt find him, so I went to Mr. Tang's room and he wasn't in there too. Pissed me off because I came early to school for no reason. Also, Thursdays are the days that I ditch First and Second period to kick it at my cousin's house. Sadly, I couldnt go back out the gate to go :( Stayed in school and did work, for some classes of course. Badminton came, I was still kinda sore. I only stayed for like half the time, because some of my "homies" came and we "blazed" up. So being "blown" and shit I didnt want to stay anymore. So I left practice to go out with my "homies" somewhere. I'm trying to remember what we did. Whatever.

Friday
I ditched the whole day, and stayed at Matt's(one of my "homies") house. We chilled there for a while, and waited for Brian(another one of my "homies"). He came with Saint I think. Then we cruised around town and shit. I learned how to roll a blunt from Saint. We went up to a park in Signal Hill or whatever that place is called where all the rich people live at, and "blazed" up there. Crazy shit. Being up on Signal Hill(or whatever) high. Leet. We were at the park for a while, and then talked to some random girl. Saint got her number. And when we left the park, the car that we were in got fuckd up somehow. The speedometer didnt work, we were all like "Oh shit, is this the weed?" It wasnt but still fucken hilarious. We drove around for a while, and bought some food. Matt threw up. Funny funny. Went home high like a motherfucker. Stayed up till like 4 something.

Saturday
Went out again with Matt, Brian, and Saint to eat. Didn't know exactly sure where we were going, but all I wanted to do was get high, again. This time, the girl from the other time brought along her 2 sisters, who aren't that bad looking either. All 7 of us got into Brian's 5 seat car and went to Royal Buffet. Dont know how long we stayed in there, they had okay food their shrimp wasnt that bad. We dropped off the 3 girls at their house, and went to go pick up another "homie." I think, not too sure. Well after we picked him up, we were going to some palce called "The Block" I was like wtf is that place. Turns out to be like a Town Center thing, only bigger! Well we drove around for a long ass time, not because we were lost, we just wnated to...stop and smell the roses. After like an hour of driving around Anahiem or whaever, we decided to go to a club, or wahtever. We looked inside, only like 5 people were in there. So we left the club and went back to longbeach. Everybody was pissed, we decided to see if we can get "blown" that day. We got someone but we fucked up. So I was pissed. Then some other crap happened. We ended up going to Signal Hill again. Then went back home, sadly not high :(

Sunday.
Shit happened. :(

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Wed, 24 Jan 2007 05:45:17 GMT

Ah. Today, I had the idea of hanging myself with the scarf I had on today from the top of the 800 building. The thought of it cheered me up for some reason, and the thought of my body falling down made me laugh.

Lol I think I might be sadistic. sweet.

Thu, 11 Jan 2007 04:37:04 GMT

"I want to find you so bad,
To let you know I’m miserable up here without you."

Armor For Sleep = <3

Yeah, and I like Marivic.

Holy Shit.

Sun, 07 Jan 2007 17:50:30 GMT

I forgot about this. lawl.

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Wed, 20 Dec 2006 05:34:42 GMT

First time in years when I really wanted to fucken die.

Mon, 18 Dec 2006 04:08:49 GMT

ithinkilikeheralloveragain.

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 05:38:33 GMT

fuckthisconfusedheartofmine.

Fri, 17 Nov 2006 02:59:32 GMT

My heart skipped a beat today even though I saw her for a minute.

Sun, 12 Nov 2006 07:08:48 GMT

My situation right now has like made a full turn or something. As of now, I know that I like someone else, but even though I like her, there's like part of me that pulls me away from her.
Its the fact that I am about 4 years older than her. I try to look away from this but it keeps on hitting me in the face. I'm in my senior year of highschool, and she is in her last year of middle school. I'm all confused and mad about this crap. Another thing is that she already has a boyfriend, that also pulls me away from her. So right not I'm like "Yeah go for her!" and the other half is like "No, just let her go away." I don't want to let a girl like her to get away from me. I like talking to her, and I suck at talking with other people in general. I've seen her only like 3 or so days and, fuck I don't like saying this, maybe in love with her? Fuck Fuck Fuck. So damn confused right now.

I dont know what to fucken do. fuck my low self-esteem.

JasonMrazI'mYours=leetsong.

Whyamiaworthlesspieceofshit.

Thu, 02 Nov 2006 06:12:27 GMT

I can't do anything.

</emo-ish>

I Want This.

Mon, 30 Oct 2006 04:34:34 GMT

?

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 05:09:17 GMT

Am I truly in love? This feeling I've never experienced before. I'm wondering if I am in love. To people who don't know who I am tlaking about, it is about this one girl named Shannon. Well recently I began to talk to her again, and that stirred up old feelings for her now. And this is just something small. It's been a while since I talked to her too. Weeks? Months? I don't know. It's just a confusing time for me right now. I'm not sure about anything anymore. I'm getting confused about a lot of things, mainly about myself. Even I question my own sexual preferences. Haha there are even times when I do like the company of guys. Even though I say this, I do have feelings for Shannon.

Edit: Man. Fuck it. I love Shannon. I love her, with all my heart.
I should tell her this tomorrow :o but I might scare her. I always have the habit of scaring girls away. Even though I'm telling them the truth, it scares them. Whats wrong with saying something true nowadays.

Precalsucksmajorballzors.

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Thu, 12 Oct 2006 12:42:12 GMT

Happy-est(isthatevenspelledright?)moment of my life was yesterday. Well, not really the happy-est(ithinkthatitisspelledwrong), but it was cool. Thanks to a friend's AIM profile, I got to watch an animated show on a manga that I like/love. That was awesome. Oh, and I also got my driving's permit(finally). I missed like four questions I think, but I don't care, I finally got my permit. Well, school.

First period is getting crappier because of the lack of interest in there. People aren't interersted in life, so it's like whatever in there. Second period, I wasnt doing homework for a while. My high B went down to a low B, that got me sad. Third period, I still sit and spin in Mr. Tang's chair. Fourth period, I'm messing up. I'm not doing the projects, not because I don't want to do it, but it's just so repetative on how we do it. There's no actual work to it when it comes to it. Fuck fourth period. Fifth period, that class is super gay now. I dislike the person I sit near, and the teacher. The person near me doesn't realize that I am giving all my damn attention to her and help her then she ends up throwing it in my face and does something retarded. Like pinch me for instance. Pisses me off, like hell. Also the damn teacher is freaking annoying. I'm trying to explain to the people around me about what he's trying to teach because he goes on and on most of the time about something that doesn't even have to do anything with math. I'm trying to explain to them in terms that they would know, but he always looks at me and saying that I'm disrupting the class. Well I bet that most of the other kids in the damn class dont get what the hell your teaching because you ramble on and on about usless crap. Bleh, when I get my off campus lunch pass, I'll ditch that period. Who needs Pre-Cal anyways. Sixth period, is still what it is, a badminton class. I helped out some people when we had to get in groups. Mr. Tang should keep on doing that, or have like stations where the returners can help the new people. I like it when I help people, I get that little feeling inside when you do something good. Self-Satisfaction? Something like that.

Well hopefully this week, I'll be able to drive my car with my dad. Maybe I'll learn how to drive it well in like a couple of days. Then I can drive to places by myself. Maybe get a job. sigh, I'm growing up.

Weekend.

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 02:02:02 GMT

Friday:
School. Dont remember most of it. Afterschool, went with matt and leslie to a park. Went and hung out with the people there, I dont remember their names too. Stayed there for a while, and went someplace. Again, I forgot where. Somehow, me and Matt were in Kay's car, and we were racing Brian's Van. Kay got beat, bad. Then I slept over Matt's house. Stayed up and crap.

Saturday:
Was over at Matt's house. Woke up there and stuff. Was on my laptop for a while. Did something I usually didn't do, I went "clubbin' ". I was invited there with Matt, Kay, these two white guys, and Kyle. Haha they told me that they were going to get me a girl. I was like, err...sure. There were a couple or a lot of hot girls there, but I only "danced" with like 4. Kyle made this girl teach me how to freak with her. Felt wierd. Then this one asian girl came, I was like oh shit. Then outta nowhere she dragged me to her and we started to do shit. I was like holy shit, she's fucken hot. Touched her everywhere lol. It was a change of pace. Pretty fun. After we left, we met up with Brian again, and he had people in the car. Again, we raced, this time Kay won. Reason he lost was because he burned out for a long ass time. Told my parents that I was staying over again.

Sunday:
Woke up like around 10, and watched The Fairly Oddparents. Then Matt woke up and watched Parental Control. There was a hilarious asian family on there, and their daughter was freaking wow. Then watched Doom, but not all of it, and Brian came and he dropped me off home. Got yelled at for coming home at 5:00 pm. Now, I'm watching Family Guy on my laptop. Hurray for laptops. I should be doing me Economy test now, but I'm too lazy.

Saturday night was awesome.

Friday, September 29

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 06:59:24 GMT

10:45 pm.
Sleep over. Drank two wine coolers. I dont feel anything. Watching Who's line is it anyways. Freaking hilarious shit. Update of my week.
Monday:
Not sure of what I did. First period, Literature and Communications, started reading Tuesday with Maurie, or was it Tuesday, not so sure. But it is one hell of a book. I recommend it to everyone. Second period, Economy, we started a new chapter or test. I forgot which. It's turning out to be a fucken easy class. Third period, Teacher's Aid, spun around a chair. Fun class because most of the time I do nothing in there. Well I photocopy/xerox papers once in a while. Fourth period, Graphic Design Printmaking, did nothing most of the period. Talked to some people, an easy class to get an A in. Fifth period, Pre-Cal, I tried not to sleep. Mr. Brown is a ghey teacher in my opinion. He mixes up things too much. Annoys the hell out of me. Sixth period, Badminton, Played outside. Literally, outside. Too much wind.
Tuesday:
Same thing for the first couple of periods. I was getting more interested in Tuesdays with Maurie. Did journals about it and stuff. Economy, I think Tuesday was the day when these two guys were freaking saying shit about each other. Laughed so damn hard. Third, same hting but i hole punched papers. And there is this one annoying ass fat kid. Damn, I wanna knock his face in.-ihatefatpeoplesecretly,wellonlysomefatpeople.- Fourth period, Worked on a project thing. Had to advertise something and make it creative. I was advertising a dinosaur, a pteradactyl to be exact. Fifth period test day, two questions, 50 points each. Even if you miss one, you get an F. Pretty easy though. Didnt worry that much. Sixth period, same exact thing, but this time with more wind. I think oh well. ):
Wednesday:
Most of the part did the same thing Second, Third, Fourth, Fifth, and Sixth period. This repetative thing might drive me crazy. First, we had a speech to read or something. Pre-Cal, we got our tests back. I got a 100 on it. Proudest day of my life.
I'll finish the rest later on. Watching a movie.

First Real Entry In a While.

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 02:57:31 GMT

Crap, I need to keep my livejournal alive. Myspace is ghey, so i deleted my account, and now I have a headache and it hurts like poopie. Hm, Its been two weeks since school started, and I think I already have people who dislike me, and people who I dislike. I don't understand why people dislike me, I act normally. Bastards. And to the people I dislike, sucks to be them. I don't really dislike people, I just get annoyed. But this one person is so freaking horrible, man I just want to freaking stab her with my lead pencil and give her graphite poisoning. Well, I think she's the only person I dislike now. More people will come up soon. Oh, the reasons why I hate her. She's annoying(more than me), she's a damn freshman(I think) in badminton buttttt people treat her as if she were a badminton god or whatever, and she just freaking pisses me off. She's invading carsity status even though she probably never played badminton seriously. Man, when we get the gym, I swear I'll hit the damn birdie right on her nipples. I need to get back to finishing my Literature and Communications thing. I have an oral report due tomorrow. I'll add more crap to here at 10 or something.

Oh yeah, I might be going to a Death Cab concert in December. Hopefully I can go. -crosses fingers-

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 02:31:09 GMT

secondhand serenade > alot of bands that arent secondhand serenade.

Wed, 12 Jul 2006 20:42:10 GMT

i need a job. :(

death cab for cutie > all

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 23:23:44 GMT

ive been listening to death cab a lot more now. feel in love with the song "i will follow you into the dark" all over again. and one day while i was bored on youtube, i stumbled to the video. a tear almost came out of my eye.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7s2hPkTT1lA

rabbits/ :(

theres something on my lap, and its hot.

Sun, 25 Jun 2006 04:29:03 GMT

its a LAPTOP :o, and its like hot. my legs are like hot. heh, i dont know another word besides hot. maybe it is because of the weather. summer school is almost here. yay, i get to get away from my mom. ebil whore. oh and i got my grades. haha im happy i got them first. i dont want my parents to cut my hair. ya i dont know what else to write. besides that summer is frekaing boring and i need a ride to san francisco for personal reasons. heh, i dont even know why i type in this, the only person who actually reads this is kim.

thanks for caring kim :D

day one; summer vacation.

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 03:35:53 GMT

boring. i found something new to play though. ah. missing school already. summer school in a couple of days though. so yay, i think.

ah, end of school.

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 01:18:35 GMT

its the end of the school year. time to reflect on things. well maybe later, im sore like hecks from running a mile in sandals and jeans. so my body is like bleh right now.

beep beep.

Thu, 22 Dec 2005 05:53:35 GMT

imma fail my physics test tomorrow :D

weekend overview.

Mon, 19 Dec 2005 02:13:28 GMT

well. nothing really happened over this weekend.
on saturday, i got my retainer. and its gonna be a hassle to remember it.
i was supposed to go to a friends party, but then my parents are mad at me so they wouldnt lemme go. man i wanted to get wasted >.> gayness. so i spent all of saturday doing nothing most of the time. i stayed up watching south park. and then i talked to boravy. the person from nip/tuck, the carver?, he/she is one scary ass mother fucker. makes me wanna watch nip/tuck. haha.
sunday...did nothing again. but this time i went "christmas shopping". which ended up as walking around stores just looking at things because i didnt get money to buy stuff. hahah. went to fry's electronics. i wnat an iPod. so then i could listen to my bands all day. and then i went to cerrito's mall. i saw jeff, his sister mel, and his cousin joanna. it was uneventful after that. now im at home, watching random shows. stupid president bush is on the tv. i dont like it. i want my shows.